I'm not sure in life whether we can determine our job exactly can follow our passion.
As these days, the job is quite hard to find, how can we easily match the job with our passion, our interest?
If you were me, then your job not satisfy your passion, are you still survive or choose to quit rather than suffering?
On the other hand, is it really not satisfy yours or you just been demanding?
I'm not sure if this way is fated for me or I am not really being grateful?
Life is tough, don't you think?
Now I am realized that life is not really enjoyable, I mean life is test right? The fully enjoyment is life after death if we can make good use during our lifetime, right?

I dont know, I really need someone that I can rant to, spill everything that haunted me.

I just realised, if the job can't suit you, you have to find another job that satisfy and give you full of enjoyment considering some requirement. You know what, I am telling you, you will gain fullest excitement when you serve the ummah, the society, above all, Islam. Regardless what kind of job you are doing, grab your life opportunity to contribute something (might be from your hobby or your interest) to ummah. How do you think? It make sense right?

Enough for today's rant!