Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Oh My English.

When I finished the SPM almost 7 years ago, I took English class as a preparation (if) I will be selected to enter IIUM. Having said, if you being force by something else, by hook or by crook, you've to do, you should do, sometime you will do better than what you've expected. Yes, that's true, in the class, no one allowed to speak other languages except English. We had mock acting, dialogue, story telling etceteras. No text allowed, impromptu!  Students were given 2-3 minutes just to draft a skeleton on what they are going to present. Seriously, I did damned good acting. Haha. I mean quite good. Sometime, I wondered, why everything out from my mouth quite fluent (baca: lancar...no aaaa....aaaaa.....aaaaa...hehe). I'm not saying my english is good, but yeah, better than before taking the class. After all, I guessing that because of the confidence.

Okay, after that, I entered CFS IIUM. Same thing, no one allowed to speak Malay with lecturers. English ONLY. Sometime, I wrongly spoke (unintended) Malay. What I got is, "Sorry, what did you say just now?", "Sorry, I didnt get you", "Sorry, no Malay language", "Sorry, English please, this is UIA" and many more. So, with that treatment, I could feel my English quite improve from time to time.

Finish CFS. I entered Gombak, IIUM Main Campus. English is not really compulsory, I mean we can still speak in Malay with some lecturers, except Foreign students and lecturers and some Malay lecturers. Anyway, what I'm going to say is Malay language now could still being used. I could say that time, my English dropped! This is because when we are talking about language, it's something you should practice oftentimes, daily, because vocabulary couldnt be retrieve on the dot. You should always use the vocab, that's how you can get used with the vocab when you speak to other people. English only as our main language in class. I'm also not saying this all lecturers' false, UIA mistake, big NO! I'm saying, I shouldnt stop speaking English then, even some lecturers talk to me using Malay language. My mistake!

And now, when I'm taking masters, Malay is used in class. My English, started to become worse, I think. What I'm now doing in order to improve my English is by reading, reading, reading! And sometime, talk to friends, FB writing, talk to myself, write on a piece of paper and paste on room's wall, and so on. All I did just to help myself in improving my English.

Why I have to be good in English? Long time ago, I learnt Arabic, I'm not continuously using Arabic, so, now no more Arabic in myself right now, I just can understand  a little bit when people talking. So, after hard work I'd put during studying Arabic, everything fade away. And now I won't let it comes same thing for my English. Despite, I'm now still in process of learning Arabic, again!

Anyway, this is one of my endeavor, writing a blog post in English. At very beginning, I admit, this post has grammatical errors, wrong sentence structure, wrong usage of vocabulary and some other mistakes. As stated at the first place, this is just a first-step to improve my English.

Oh, YOU Allah, from YOU I seek aids and helps. May Allah ease my way. Inshaa Allah. Ameen.



Monday, February 18, 2013

Mereka Ada Di Jalan Lyrics - Iwan Fals



Pukul tiga sore hari dijalan yang belum jadi 

Aku melihat anak-anak kecil telanjang dada 

Telanjang kaki asyik mengejar bola
Kuhampiri kudekati lalu duduk ditanah
Yang lebih tinggi
Agar lebih jelas lihat dan rasakan
Semangat mereka keringat mereka
Dalam memenangkan permainan
Ramang kecil Kadir kecil
Menggiring bola dijalanan
Ruly kecil Riky kecil
Lika-liku jebolkan gawang
Tiang gawang puing-puing
Sisa bangunan yang tergusur
Tanah lapang hanya tinggal cerita
Yang nampak mata hanya para pembual saja
Anak kota tak mampu beli sepatu
Anak kota tak punya tanah lapang
Sepak bola menjadi barang yang mahal
Milik mereka yang punya uang saja
Dan sementara kita disini
Di jalan ini
Bola kaki dari plastik
Ditendang mampir ke langit
Pecahlah sudah kaca jendela hati
Sebab terkena bola tentu bukan salah mereka
Rony kecil Hery kecil
Gaya samba sodorkan bola
Nobon kecil Juki kecil
Jegal lawan amankan gawang
Cipto kecil Iswadi kecil
Tak tik tik tak terinjak paku
Yudo kecil Paslah kecil
Terkam bola jatuh menangis 

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Sunday, February 17, 2013

Tiada yang mudah melainkan Engkau mudahkan Ya Allah...

Hari ini bermulalah semester baru bagi pengajian masters aku. Kelas pertama dan memang hanya ada satu subjek sahaja yang diambil untuk semester ini, iaitu Ekonomi Politik Islam tadi bermula jam 10 pagi hingga 1 tengah hari.

Semester ini bakal membentangkan kertas kerja di Medan pada bulan April.

Semester ini perlu siapkan chapter 1,2,3, dan mungkin 4 dissertation.

Malam ini kawan baik aku akan fly  ke Australia dan entah bila lagi akan berjumpa.

Ya Allah, mudahkan semuanya bagi aku.

Allahumma yassir.